It's friday...

... and I have to study :(
People go out on fridays... i have been out this morning, in a museum... I have loved it, but now I am alone at home and I feel lonely because people is calling me to go out tonight and I am saying no :(
I was waiting for someone whose plans where to stay at home too, so at least chatting to him would have made my study time shorter, but no, he must be busy and I am staring at the phone waiting for a message that I doubt I will get and at the same time asking myself why I am not calling him when I die to talk to him just to check how is his day going... but maybe I disturb him, maybe he is busy with his friends, so maybe I shouldn't call...
why is it so hard to make such a simple decision?
I think I won't call and that way I can focuse on my studies properly... I only have 10 days left and I am starting to panic :S

Listening: We belong together - Mariah Carey
Mood: feeling lonely and bored but ok
Doing: studying American history *yawn*