I am tryin to update from the phone. please be patient you all. ill be back soon. Have a happy new year.
Showing posts with label random. Show all posts
Showing posts with label random. Show all posts
01/01/2010
06/12/2009
Trying to be myself again, trying to be back
Just a little bit of patience. Things are going mad... I have a million ideas but I need peace and calm.
Wish me good luck.
Listening: to the TV, not paying attention
Mood: thinking, a bit nervous but ok, impatient...
Doing: listening random words and reading my mind...
Wish me good luck.
Listening: to the TV, not paying attention
Mood: thinking, a bit nervous but ok, impatient...
Doing: listening random words and reading my mind...
15/09/2009
Just time
It's all I need... my exams will be over soon. Then I will make a decision. And I will be back in the blog too. Just time... it is all I need
Listening: En que estrella estará by Nena Daconte
Mood: rather sad... with a million decisions to take...
Doing: chatting on msn and letting time go...
Listening: En que estrella estará by Nena Daconte
Mood: rather sad... with a million decisions to take...
Doing: chatting on msn and letting time go...
26/08/2009
Being ill
I have been ill these days so that's why i haven't posted anything...
today i still feel ill... but at least i wanted to update this.
Here is another idea to post about: football
well, i will start with my notebook again. I had a notebook to write stupid ideas, copy sentences, draw... I will continue it from now on... hope to do something good and post it here.
Well, I will go to lay again.
Goodbye
Listening: music from the street
Mood: rather sad, feeling ill
Doing: waiting
today i still feel ill... but at least i wanted to update this.
Here is another idea to post about: football
well, i will start with my notebook again. I had a notebook to write stupid ideas, copy sentences, draw... I will continue it from now on... hope to do something good and post it here.
Well, I will go to lay again.
Goodbye
Listening: music from the street
Mood: rather sad, feeling ill
Doing: waiting
23/08/2009
22nd August
Well, it is already 23rd, but i didn't find time until now... and it is 2 am...
I'm really sleepy... I will go to bed as soon as I finish this.
I just want to say that today was a special day. I got emotional and I loved it.
Thank you for all.
Listening: nothing, but having poker face by lady gaga on my mind
Mood: tired and emotional
Doing: waiting to go to sleep and thinking about a special someone
I'm really sleepy... I will go to bed as soon as I finish this.
I just want to say that today was a special day. I got emotional and I loved it.
Thank you for all.
Listening: nothing, but having poker face by lady gaga on my mind
Mood: tired and emotional
Doing: waiting to go to sleep and thinking about a special someone
21/08/2009
It's friday...
... and I have to study :(
People go out on fridays... i have been out this morning, in a museum... I have loved it, but now I am alone at home and I feel lonely because people is calling me to go out tonight and I am saying no :(
I was waiting for someone whose plans where to stay at home too, so at least chatting to him would have made my study time shorter, but no, he must be busy and I am staring at the phone waiting for a message that I doubt I will get and at the same time asking myself why I am not calling him when I die to talk to him just to check how is his day going... but maybe I disturb him, maybe he is busy with his friends, so maybe I shouldn't call...
why is it so hard to make such a simple decision?
I think I won't call and that way I can focuse on my studies properly... I only have 10 days left and I am starting to panic :S
Listening: We belong together - Mariah Carey
Mood: feeling lonely and bored but ok
Doing: studying American history *yawn*
People go out on fridays... i have been out this morning, in a museum... I have loved it, but now I am alone at home and I feel lonely because people is calling me to go out tonight and I am saying no :(
I was waiting for someone whose plans where to stay at home too, so at least chatting to him would have made my study time shorter, but no, he must be busy and I am staring at the phone waiting for a message that I doubt I will get and at the same time asking myself why I am not calling him when I die to talk to him just to check how is his day going... but maybe I disturb him, maybe he is busy with his friends, so maybe I shouldn't call...
why is it so hard to make such a simple decision?
I think I won't call and that way I can focuse on my studies properly... I only have 10 days left and I am starting to panic :S
Listening: We belong together - Mariah Carey
Mood: feeling lonely and bored but ok
Doing: studying American history *yawn*
20/08/2009
Ideas to write about
- Does real love exist?
- Marriage
- Education
- Television
- Realities
- Fashions
- Music
Listening: nothing
Mood: not really happy, not really sad, just thinking
Doing: thinking like mad and chatting on msn
- Marriage
- Education
- Television
- Realities
- Fashions
- Music
Listening: nothing
Mood: not really happy, not really sad, just thinking
Doing: thinking like mad and chatting on msn
18/08/2009
One more day... one more post
Well, today I haven't got anythin in mind to write about, but I have been thinking and I decided that I'll post everyday, although it is just a line.
I can think about a million topics I would like to write about, but I havent planned anything, so I don't want to write something really bad and then regret it.
There is a question on my mind. Yesterday I wrote about feelings and how hard it is for some people to show them. But what's up when you show a feeling and then you feel the opposite?
I don't know.
Someone told me his/her feelings a few days before, and not he/she shows another ones, opposite ones... but she/he is not brave enough to say "sorry, I was wrong" or "I changed my mind about it" or just tell me the feelings and I get the meaning by myself. Sometimes it is black and then next minute it is white, but when I ask "is it black or white?" all I get is "ssshhh, don't worry". What? Don't worry? I DO worry: you say something, you show another one, then you get quiet, then you pretend nothing happened... what is all this about? I don't know.
Isn't it better to be honest? things can change and everyone makes mistakes, so wouldn't be easier just to be honest about it all?
Listening: Katy Perry - Hot n Cold
Mood: Calmed and confused
Doing: Trying to study American culture
I can think about a million topics I would like to write about, but I havent planned anything, so I don't want to write something really bad and then regret it.
There is a question on my mind. Yesterday I wrote about feelings and how hard it is for some people to show them. But what's up when you show a feeling and then you feel the opposite?
I don't know.
Someone told me his/her feelings a few days before, and not he/she shows another ones, opposite ones... but she/he is not brave enough to say "sorry, I was wrong" or "I changed my mind about it" or just tell me the feelings and I get the meaning by myself. Sometimes it is black and then next minute it is white, but when I ask "is it black or white?" all I get is "ssshhh, don't worry". What? Don't worry? I DO worry: you say something, you show another one, then you get quiet, then you pretend nothing happened... what is all this about? I don't know.
Isn't it better to be honest? things can change and everyone makes mistakes, so wouldn't be easier just to be honest about it all?
Listening: Katy Perry - Hot n Cold
Mood: Calmed and confused
Doing: Trying to study American culture
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